What do you see when you look at yourself?

Now I find myself here
And I'm just someone I thought I'd never be
Could you show my soul?
I dare to see it

Could you tell me what it is
That's pretending to be a heart in my chest?
Could you tell me what it is
That's pretending to be a brain in my head?

What are these voices whispering for?
Feels like enymies in my head
Slowly building weakness
Slowly building a person I should never be

Bad memories are alive
now more then ever